Ben Schuller & FabvL - HIM (Music Video)

Chapter 6 of "COSPLAY", the Nerdcore Music Video Album

Out on all digital stores/streaming sites: https://fanlink.tv/benFabvlHIM
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// CREDITS //
Audio:
Written by Ben Schuller and FabvL
Produced by Daniel Oknes
Piano by Ben Schuller
Mixed/Mastered by FabvL

Video:
Directed and Edited by Ben Schuller
Producer: Chris Sowatsky
Director of Photography: Wingman Visuals
Colorist: Jimmy Cadenas
Story/Concept: Ben Schuller and Chris Sowatsky
Actor: Callon B

Choir:
McGwire, Wulf Boi, Keetheweeb, Thrizzy, Callon B, ThatAmethystWitch, YellowbladeMusic, TSUYO, TyWeZee, Rhyce Records, Nina Hope, Red Rob, Logan Pettipas, Freddie Evans, Curse0Banish, Kenjaku Explains, Kenos, Dudz, Preston Hennings, B-Lo, TripleDakury, Jackson Willey, Zenin, Chiyo Kobayashi, André Gaël, Rei Kenji, Jey Kryptic, Austin Simmon, R-Zeta, Time Turner, Nenorama, Dustin Dahlin, Egretious, Genichris, Rejuvii, RiverMusic, Karl with a K, Ash McShan, BlakePlayz, ForgeFireRam, splatman, Silver Ranch, ImSpecual, Fr0sted, swizkii, Avar, Milo Kobayashi, ThatLuckyPanda, Zenith, Sh!nki, Red Flare, BP Musiq, OtakuZach, Snugggets

Lyrics:
I don’t know if I’m the man
That I thought I would be
I don’t know if I was ever even close
I don’t know if I’m the man
That I wanted you to see
But I swear before I sing my final note
I’ll be him

What the **** could I say to you
After all I put you through
I wish I only knew
Yeah I wish I only knew
What I had before I
Messed it up
Why am I such an addict
Searched for love while
All the while I had it
Black and blue from nonsense dramatic
I hold it in and it comes out chromatic

Exhale breathe slow
This panic’s always excusing
The shitty behavior I know
So listen close

I don’t know if I’m the man
That I thought I would be
I don’t know if I was ever even close
I don’t know if I’m the man
That I wanted you to see
But I swear before I sing my final note
I’ll be him

Cause I know my heart
Has known from the start
So baby please
Just let me in
Cause I’ll be him

Yeah I fell apart
When I missed the mark
I’m on my knees
I’m not the man I once was I swear
I’ll be…

I’ve had dreams about where we could be
A place without a care
And I can promise
That I won’t stop until we’re there

I don’t know if I’m the man
That I thought I would be
I don’t know if I was ever even close
I don’t know if I’m the man
That I wanted you to see
But I swear before I sing my final note
I’ll be him
Yeah I’ll be him
Yeah I’ll be him

I don’t know if I’m the man
That I thought I would be
But I swear before I sing my final note
I’ll be him