SOSと言えない/HAKARU feat. 鏡音レン

どうも、HAKARUです。

『これは僕のあり得る未来』

music & movie : HAKARU(  / hakarunrun  )
illust : フサンテ(  / kojonnte  )

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HAKARUの「できない」三部作
1. 僕はゲームができない    • 僕はゲームができない /hakaru feat. v flower  
2. SOSといえない
3. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXXXX

[English Lyric.]

I'm satisfied all and think there is no need to live any longer
If I can think so, I'm satisfied, and sleep

There is no such thing.
So I have to wake up and walk all the time

If I don't know whether I'm lost
and I can live without my own self, I feel so happy

I had already noticed that it is not only fun to make something

Despite IT
I always want to tell you something I feel
But I can’t do it because of my fool words
I don’t know how to express SOS straightly
And I cannot scream to someone "HELP ME"

I am used to being overtaken and just looking at his back away
I always compare with someone arbitrarily, am stuffy by myself
Today and tomorrow I do nothing
In my own story I am drunk everyday
Genius is different from me, I say so
They left me and I’m alone

Despite IT
I always want to tell you something I feel
But I can’t do it because of my ugly words
I don’t know how to reveal SOS clearly
And I cannot scream to someone "HELP ME"

If I say you that please admire to me honestly, I will be satisfied surely
If I say that please evaluate me honestly, I will be with you
And without forgiven myself, I feel old and falling
I will die silently without leaving anything in my life

I'm satisfied all and think there is no need to live any longer
If I can think so, I'm satisfied, and sleep

IIf I keep walking in earnest, I believed I will be rewarded
But it is worng and just a pipe dream

I always want to tell you something I feel
But I can’t do it because of my fool words
I don’t know how to express SOS straightly
And I cannot scream to someone "HELP ME"

I always want to tell you something in my heart
I can’t work at all because my body is dead
I surely want your HELP
But I cannot scream to someone " SOS "

I do not notice that it is too late

I’m broken
I’m crumbling
I'm collapsing

Imperceptibly
I can’t feel pain and loneliness

Somebody, please notice SOS in my last moments

[ Romaj Lyric. ]

sos to ienai

koreijo iki naku te ii hodo ni
mita sarere ba nemuri ni tsukeru no da to
sonna hi ha kuru koto ha nai kara
tomara zu ni aruka ne ba naranai dake sa

mayo koto ga wakara naku naru hodo ni
gamushara ni susumere ba shiawase da
tanoshii dake ja susume nai tte
mo zuibun mae ni kizui te i ta

sorenanoni

tsutae tai koto nara aru hazu nanoni
kotoba ga hizun de ha todoka nai
sos o kudai te ha orimazeru kedo
tasuke te nante ie nai mama

nukasa reru koto nado nare te i te
hanareru senaka tada nagame te i ta
kurabe te i ta kasanete i ta
katte ni boku ha ikigurushiku naru
kyo mo ashita mo nanimonaku te
jibun gatari yoishire teru dake
kare ha chigau koboshi te i tara
mawari ni dare mo i naku na ta

sore sura mo

tsutae tai koto nara aru hazu nanoni
kotoba ga minikuku te hibika nai
sos o non de ha kakushi te iru kedo
tasuke te nante ie nai mama

sunao ni home te tte ie tara
kitto kawaki ha uruo te
sunao ni mi te yo tte sugare tara
kitto ibasho mo dekiru n da
soshite jibun o yuruse yashinai mama
boku wa oi o kanji te i ta
nanimo nokose zu kie te shima te yuku no kana

koreijo iki naku te ii hodo ni
mitasa re reba nemuri ni tsukeru no da to
sonna yume o mitei ta
hitamuki ni arukitsuzukere ba
mukuwareru to shinji te i ta

tsutae tai koto nara aru hazu nanoni
kotoba ga minikuku te todo kanai
sos o kizan de ha amikon de iru kedo
tasuke te nante ie nai mama

tsutae tai kokoro ha aru hazu noni
karada ga shin de ite wa ugoke nai
tasuke o tashikani nozon de iru kedo
sos nante ie nai mama
teokure nante kizuka nu mama

koware te iku
kuzure te iku
hagare te iku
itsunomanika

itami mo modoku mo
kanji nai ya
sos o
sos ni dare demo ii kara kizui te