Dean and Cas "Say Something"

** ABSOLUTELY NO SCENES FROM 15x20 INCLUDED - THIS IS A SAFE SPACE **

long story short, cas deserved to hear someone (dean) tell him they loved him. dean deserved the chance to speak, to say something

I don't really know what to type here. My last destiel vid description was filled with a lot of hope and anticipation for the final two episodes and here we are over three months later and I still haven't fully processed how bitterly this show let me down (f*** the c/w for always and eternity). Still, at least I have finally reached a point where I can vid again-- even if its only to super depressing songs but hey progress is progress.

I remember hearing this song like back in 2013 or whenever it came out and I promised myself I would only vid it when I had an otp tragic enough to warrant its use....so obviously when it came up on my playlist after 15x20 aired (and I was in full finale denialist mode) I knew I had to finally try- and I did try for about two months, opening and closing sonyvegas and never making much progress until this week when I got reinspired by the #TheirLoveWasReal fandom challenge (follow @theirlovewasreal on tumblr for more info). idk if this really will fit any of the themes but the main message seems to be about ensuring the fandom lives on despite how our story was eviscerated by the network. Also, I was also kind of motivated to finish this prior to the #DeanCasWedding taking place on Valentine's Day on twitter and tumblr. idk what will actually happen but the anticipation has been a hell of a good time over on tumblr and all the excitement and unhinged delight has semi pulled me out of my post finale depression funk.

anyways. i'm still angry about how everything went down with the final two (really, three, considering spanish dub) episodes and all the network f***ery. remember to boycott the c/w: don't watch live, don't stream their shows, don't engage with or follow any of their social media accounts- these small things will drive down engagement and make them lose money from advertisers and is thus our most effective form of protest. they made it clear they only care about $$ and not the many many characters and stories they've silenced and censored. if we do nothing, what happened to spn will only continue to happen to other shows in the future.

#TheySilencedYou

come find me on tumblr: @bookdork1

couple: Dean and Castiel
fandom: Supernatural
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