Turning myself normal for the first time in 11 years

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People have asked me to try to look normal for years now- to put on jeans, eyebrows, to stop over-lining my lips to my nose- and I did not want to at all. I didn't want to feel the feeling of being outside of myself, or of not being myself. The truth is I am not my clothes, I am not my hair, and I am not my makeup. It's probably kind of a good thing that I feel comfortable enough to change my appearance from what I think of myself as- maybe it means I'm realizing my sense of self can't be wiped away with makeup remover. This made me feel like my 16 year old self again- when I would spend most of my time posing because I felt my worth came from other people's thoughts. I feel a lot better and more free when I try to be attractive for myself and for what I find beautiful, but honestly it feels good to let go and not take things so seriously. My worth and value and identity is not my appearance- though I do thoroughly enjoy being extra constantly and refuse to ever stop.

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