losing a loved one is hard

to the sweetest girl in the world, thank you for always being by my side. ellie was such a huge part of my adultinghood and a memorable part of the start of my streams. she would always visit during my earlier days in streaming and was always a warm presence. she never caused harm and only gave love. she was the best dog anyone could ask for.

she would be by my side when i played instruments i loved, and because of that i will promise to never give up what makes me happy

i will chase my dreams not just for myself, but in memory of the best dog ever.
ellie

i have not felt entirely amazinglately, and because of that i've been not really uploading to this channel as much, i have a few more contractual obligations to fulfill for sponsors lol
but the direction of this channel has always been something i've pondered about,
our third channel is consistently posting genshin content, but here i've always struggled to decide whether to continue that or not.

but what i can say for sure is will post things here i want to post
i will share whatever makes me happy here in hopes to bring others that same feeling

being able to put my thoughts and feelings into words over time
into this video has helped me process through this hard time
i hope my experience can help you some day