My Heart’s Funeral + Deep Despair & Agony (Lyrics)

🎤 Lyrics: My Heart’s Funeral

(Verse 1)
The invitation was simple, delivered without a sound
Just the silence after "goodbye," where our future was crowned
The service is scheduled for tonight, in the chapel of our home
Where we used to build a life, now I just sit alone
I’ve ironed my black suit, polished up my shoes
Preparing for the ceremony I was forced to choose.
(Chorus)
They say we bury the dead to give the grieving peace
But this service has no end, this sorrow won't cease
I am the only mourner, standing in the rain
Digging a grave for something that can’t feel the pain
The casket is sealed, the eulogy is read
It’s the funeral of my heart, and it's finally dead.
(Verse 2)
The pallbearers are memories, carrying the weight
Of every laugh we shared, arriving all too late
The flowers are the promises you let just wilt and die
The only music playing is the sound of me asking "why?"
I toss the first handful of dirt on the box below
Burying the last bit of light you used to show.
(Chorus)
They say we bury the dead to give the grieving peace
But this service has no end, this sorrow won't cease
I am the only mourner, standing in the rain
Digging a grave for something that can’t feel the pain
The casket is sealed, the eulogy is read
It’s the funeral of my heart, and it's finally dead.
(Bridge)
There is no final resting place, no peace within the ground
This ache within my chest is a never-ending sound
I can't move on, I can't let go, the service plays on loop
Just a broken man standing in a heartbroken group.
(Chorus)
They say we bury the dead to give the grieving peace
But this service has no end, this sorrow won't cease
I am the only mourner, standing in the rain
Digging a grave for something that can’t feel the pain
The casket is sealed, the eulogy is read
It’s the funeral of my heart, and it's finally dead.
(Outro)
My heart's funeral... no closure to be found.
Just silence and the cold, cold ground.
Rest in peace, my love for you.
Nothing left to do.
(Fade out)
🎤 Lyrics: Deep Despair & Agony
(Verse 1)
The lights went out the moment that you said goodbye
Left in the wreckage under a hollow sky
My heart’s a shattered compass, spinning without end
A ghost in the machine of a life I can’t defend
The echo of your laughter is a haunting tune
Playing on repeat beneath a bloodless moon
Every memory we built became a funeral pyre
Burning down my future, fueling this endless fire.
(Chorus)
Oh, this is deep despair and agony
A silent, screaming symphony
Drowning in an ocean made of tears I cry for you
Every breath is pain, every moment cruel
Lost inside the darkness, nowhere left to run
My broken heart is bleeding for what we've undone
Yeah, this is where the hope dies, under the weight of "used to be".
(Verse 2)
I trace the empty spaces where your body used to lie
A map of devastation, a constant battle cry
The silence is deafening, it sharpens every edge
Pushing me closer to the a lonely, lonely ledge
I’d tear the stars from heaven if it brought you back to me
But all I have is ashes of our reality
The world keeps spinning forward, but I am standing still
Trapped within this nightmare of a life without your will.
(Chorus)
Oh, this is deep despair and agony
A silent, screaming symphony
Drowning in an ocean made of tears I cry for you
Every breath is pain, every moment cruel
Lost inside the darkness, nowhere left to run
My broken heart is bleeding for what we've undone
Yeah, this is where the hope dies, under the weight of "used to be".
(Bridge)
Is there a cure for a soul that's been erased?
A love that's been dismantled, a dream that's been defaced?
I wander through the ruins, a shadow of the man you knew
Haunted by the feeling that I couldn’t hold onto you
The sorrow is a poison, running through my veins
Nothing left but static, nothing left but these chains.
(Chorus)
Oh, this is deep despair and agony
A silent, screaming symphony
Drowning in an ocean made of tears I cry for you
Every breath is pain, every moment cruel
Lost inside the darkness, nowhere left to run
My broken heart is bleeding for what we've undone
Yeah, this is where the hope dies, under the weight of "used to be".
(Outro)
Under the weight of "used to be".
Just agony. Despair and agony.
The end of everything.
My heart won't ever be free.
It's just me and the dark now.
Just me... and this deep despair.
(Fade out)