Still not Yours

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Lyrics:

I watch you smile like nothing’s wrong,
like I was never part of your song.
You say my name so casually,
but it cuts deeper every time you speak.
I gave you more than words could show,
you took it all, but never knew
how every silence from your lips
was teaching me what heartbreak is.

I tried to be enough for you,
but loving me was never true.

I’m still not yours, and I never was,
I loved you more than I should have done.
You were my home, my every truth,
but I was just a phase to you.
I’m standing here with all this pain,
loving you was never the same.

I see your shadow in every street,
hear your voice in songs on repeat.
You talk about love like it’s a game,
while I’m drowning every time you say his name.
I held your hand, I held my breath,
hoping someday you’d choose me instead.
But hope is cruel when it’s one-sided,
it keeps you alive while you’re slowly dying.

I tried to hide what I can’t ignore,
you were never reaching for me anymore.

I’m still not yours, and I never was,
I gave you everything, it wasn’t enough.
You were my dream, my deepest truth,
but I was invisible to you.
I’m breaking down in silent screams,
loving you destroyed what’s left of me.

If love is meant to set you free,
why does it feel like chains on me?
I’d let you go if I knew how,
but your ghost still lives in me right now.

I’m still not yours, and that’s the truth,
no matter how much I wanted you.
I’ll learn to breathe, I’ll learn to heal,
even if this pain is real.
You’ll never know what we could be,
’cause you were never meant for me.