Collab Parts [February - December 2022]

hello, i'm still alive!

I haven't been really active for the past months and that's cuz life's not been easy on me and I lost my motivation to edit. I barely got the styles for my collabs done and then forced myself to finish them so I wouldn't let my team down, and I'm honestly done with myself atp, so that's why I will not host collabs for a while.

Also, I have been letting my friends down with their collabs cuz I constantly miss deadlines and even end up dropping out cuz i just can't find the strength to finish the part and I prefer to leave it to someone else rather than ruin the collab :") I'm sorry to everyone that had to suffer through this cuz of me. I will only join a selected amount of collabs from now on, a.k.a. only those of my closest friends, and nothing else.

Editing used to be my safe space in a time where I felt all alone and like I didn't deserve to be on here, and making 2-3 edits per week was the way I coped with all this. I used to make up to 4 collabs parts IN A DAY. Just so I wouldn't think of how lonely I was.

I guess all of that changed now.

My life is not perfect, let me tell you that. There are many days where I feel alone and like shit, but it's not how it used to be. A lot of things changed and I'm more okay with myself now and I actually have the will to fight for what I want and what I think is right. I have people with me who actually care, and we're trying to build this life up in the way that it should've been since the start.

To anyone out there who has ever felt like they don't deserve shit - you did, you do and you always will. Everyone who tells you otherwise deserves to be out of your life asap.


And before the year ends, I have a few things that I want to say.

I want to make a shout-out to the people in this community that I can actually call my friends: Christina, Ria, Elly and Freddie, yall were there with me even when there was no editing involved, you stayed up with me to listen to my bullshit and you actually built up a connection with me far away from all the editing and stuff. Yall will always hold a special place in my heart, and I'm happy that we're where we are now🥺💖

To all the people in my server - even though we're not as close as we could be, I still consider all of you very close to me and I appreciate all of you. I would always, ALWAYS be up for a more personal chat. Every single one of you can always hit me up, I would be happy to get to know yall🥺💖 You will always be the best team I've ever had and possibly dreamed on having on here (naming yall cuz you deserve to be mentioned: Hayley, Ari, Lena, Sapphire, Riley, Simona, Steph, Ale, Amber, Andreea, Dani, Jinny, Jen, Josh, Ju, Maria, Sara, Tina, Vasily)

And ofc to my best friend, who went through every single shitty day of this year with me, who stayed even when he didn't have to and who tore the fabric of reality with me - I wouldn't be where I am now without you, and I would never be able to truly be myself if you weren't by my side through the worst times. Thank you for texting me eight years ago, thank you for fixing our friendship almost two years ago now and thank you for giving us another shot, I hope it was worth it to you too. And most of all, thank you for coming back to that house when you had every reason not to. If I wasn't sure that all of this deserves to be fought for, I completely was after that. I hope we'll get to explore the rest of those shitty years ahead of us together🥺💖


Thank you all for being with me this year, I hope it will stay that way in the upcoming one as well🥺💖


There was a project that was supposed to be up tomorrow but due to tight deadlines in uni it was not finished, but it will be up until the end of January. Stay tuned💖



All of the uploaded collabs can be found here:    • Collabs I've joined☀  



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Colorings: will list them later
Overlay/s: too many
Fandom/s: tOo mAnY
Song/s: a lot lmao