neongravestones; marti&nico

❝ but they won't get them, no they won't get them ❞


yellow /ˈjeləʊ / "the color of sunshine, hope, and happiness, has conflicting associations. On one hand yellow stands for freshness, happiness, positivity, clarity, energy, optimism, enlightenment, remembrance, intellect, honor, loyalty, and joy, but on the other, it represents cowardice and deceit."

well, this is my last video of 2018 and I wanted to do a nicotino edit because why not (I felt like I owed you one anyways)

I wanted to show the struggle that I had this year with this video. have you realized that the good moments/memories go by very quickly and it feels like the bad moments stay for a long time in our lives? we tend to look for the bad in things and we miss the good ones.
I want you to notice also how the bad memories go by fast and the good memories stay for a bit.

I have to say that 2018 wasn't so bad for me, I learned how to love myself a little bit, to be a little more positive and to appreciate little things in my life and family.
believe me, I've been in real pain before and everything is getting better for me and I'm so happy for that. I tried to focused on me more and taking care of myself with no one else's help. IT WAS ME. and it was reeeeally hard, and it still is, to be honest. but never give up, you can do this, you can overcome your fears, your pain. is it going to be hard? of course, it's going to be hard. but I believe in you and you can believe in yourself too.
Make 2019 YOUR year and take care of yourself and others that might need your help. be strong.

and I love you guys, thank you for watching my videos, liking my videos, giving a comment, susbcribing, etc.
you are awesome ❤

also it's been a good year because I joined a lot of groups (for the first time!!!) where I met amazing people 🎉

well... I hope you enjoy my video! can't believe I just edited with a song of my favorite band ever!!!

this video is 100000% inspired by the trench collab hosted by Sim Mallec (aka one of the best collabs I've ever joined) and I also used the same coloring! /watch?v=I9674aOjbSk

ps. If you want to talk to me I think you can send messages now on youtube??? well idk how that really works but ok, or you can add me on skype "obrischmidt". I would really like to do some collabs with you if you want :D I'm open to anything 💖

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song: /watch?v=5MeQ9rA2Ifg
ship: martino and niccolò
tv show: skam italia
coloring: Sim Mallec
program: svp 14

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