BeforeISleep

#phonk #youtubemusic Before I Sleep #pxis
Title：Before I Sleep
[Verse 1]
I close my eyes but I don’t rest
Every thought sits on my chest
I blame myself for what I said
And for the things I never meant

I replay words I should’ve kept
And all the nights I barely slept
I smile back, but deep inside
I’m tired of the lies I hide

[Pre-Chorus]
Crowds feel louder than my skin
I freeze before I let them in
My voice is low, my hands are cold
I’m living stories never told

[Chorus]
Before I sleep, I fall apart
I fight a war inside my heart
Is it me or just the fear
That keeps me stuck year after year
Before I sleep, I hear the sound
Of every time I let me down
If tomorrow feels the same
I’ll still be running from my name

[Verse 2]
I wear regret like it’s my face
Every mirror knows my place
I say “I’m fine” like it’s a skill
But I don’t feel anything still

I build my walls, I call it peace
But all it does is make me bleed
I stand in rooms full of light
Still feeling lost in plain sight

[Pre-Chorus]
I laugh too loud, it’s not my voice
Just a fear I didn’t choose
If you asked me who I am
I’d say “someone who couldn’t stand”

[Chorus]
Before I sleep, I fall apart
I fight a war inside my heart
Is it me or just the fear
That keeps me stuck year after year
Before I sleep, I hear the sound
Of every time I let me down
If tomorrow feels the same
I’ll still be running from my name

[Bridge – Whisper / Spoken]
I’m not a hero, not a sign
Just a man behind his time
If I fade, don’t pull me back
I’m tired of the same old act

[Outro]
Lights off, I face the night
No crowd, no mask, no fight
Before I sleep, I tell the truth
Even if it hurts my youth

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