DONTBEALARMED (live) - Kailie

TRIGGER WARNING: MENTAL HEALTH, THOUGHTS ABOUT D3@TH, ETC.

A song I wrote about a year ago when I was at my lowest. live from my apartment bedroom :) I hope u enjoy.


LYRICS:
The Golden Gate looks pretty there
I wonder how it’d look like from mid-air

Is the water as sharp as they say
I wonder if I’d wash up on Berkeley Bay

I’m not saying I would do it
So don’t be scared
But If I jump would my life suddenly seem fair?
Would I be free?
Could I finally breathe?

And Im not saying that I want to die
But maybe then my mind will choose not to lie
So if I jump will I be free?
For once, be able to breathe?

And I know I’m not meant to be perfect
But I’m wondering if everything really is worth it
I don’t know what is wrong with me
Can’t figure it out in therapy

And it’s not ‘cause my life wasn’t easy
You don’t see
How my brain likes to be mean to me
I need it all to go away
And I don’t think I can choose to stay
Anymore


The Golden Gate looks pretty there
I wonder how it’d look like from mid-air