Problematic - If I Were Happy (Official Music Video)

Problematic - If I Were Happy (Prod. By Trunxkz Beatz)


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Beat Produced By: Trunxkz Beatz
Mixed & Mastered By: Adam Lewis
Production Manager: Cindy Nguyen
Production House: Net Creative
Director: Lê Anh Tuấn
Producer: ChuoiChunChin
A.D.: Mộc Lê Thuỷ Tink
P.A.: Lê Thuý Châu
D.O.P.: Trịnh Quang Linh
Focus Puller: Lê Việt Anh
AC: Sơn Nguyễn
Makeup: Nguyễn Thanh Huyền
Props: Tân Taiyo
Rental House: Eclips Pictures
B.T.S.: Đặng Minh Khuê
Editor: Ngô Thuỳ Linh
Colourist: Trịnh Ngọc Thanh Tâm
Casting: Vy Giang
Cast: Kelvin Levon, Ali Quang Khải, Anna, Shasa



Problematic - If I Were Happy

Verse 1:

Let my emotions get the best of me I don’t
address em’
You hear my story would’ve swore I was broken record
Burned all my bridges when its probably time to go rebuild em’
I wanna set a good example for my future children
My insecurities the reason why I feel abandoned
You give me happiness but I know that it won’t be lasting
I get a glimpse of it and then my whole world come down crashing
I’ve been through so much in my life that you could not imagine
My heart is fragile don’t you play with it it’s not to mess with
Wish I could look at you and say that I was optimistic
If I need help I guarantee I wouldn’t open up
God you have saved me but I need to know I am enough
I gotta let my guard down or I’ll forever suffer
This rain cloud follows me and till this day it still does hover
I’m way too hard on myself expectations like no other
A part of me that bothers me I got it from my mother

Chorus: (Repeat x1)

My heart keeps growing colder
Distant as I get older
I can’t imagine who I would be
If I were happy

Verse 2:

I’m tired of making these excuses on a daily basis
We all want comfort if it’s unfamiliar will escape it
So many mistakes I have made I wish I could erase em’
But it made me who I am today I should be thankful
Let’s just be realistic
This life is too precious
To waste away but I’m still dealing with internal stresses
I often fantasize on what it would be like
If I was happy and I didn’t have a petty side
These strong beliefs that I behold are truly damaging
Maybe things are not as bad as they appear to be
I’m locked in prison yet I am the one that holds the keys
I had to reach a point of failure so I could believe

Chorus: (Repeat x1)

My heart keeps growing colder
Distant as I get older
I can’t imagine who I would be
If I were happy


Bridge:

I can’t explain how I feel right now so I have to spill it out on the page
I’m sorry if I disappoint and let you down wish it didn’t have to be that way
I’m so lost I won’t lie
Happiness the only thing that been on my mind
Another year gone
Time goes by
Same old me it’s a sad alibi

Chorus: (Repeat x1)

My heart keeps growing colder
Distant as I get older
I can’t imagine who I would be
If I were happy