This Hurts: Redwood Coast

Talk about mixed emotions. I wanna just leave this alone and hope it goes away. At the same time I'm a bit concerned. This is a person who knows where I live and what I look like and lives nearby me. I have no clue what she looks like, what she drives or just how close she lives. She's made open threats to "burn down that fifth wheel with you in it" and went as far as to sneak onto my property and put a landscaping rock in the middle of my driveway to let me know she was there. On camera.

This woman has been my online friend since 2015. She recently started posting comments on my videos about me being a cop and how she "still wants to get my ass". That shit left me bewildered but I figured what the fuck, it's the internet.

Then the messages in my chatroom. Then the rock in my driveway.

I'm kinda blown away at the sheer balls on this broad. She's followed me long enough to know I'm armed to the teeth. She's followed me enough to know I grow a small number of legal, personal marijuana plants. She lives here so she knows that 80-90% of the people on this road grow weed, including people very physically close to me. She knows most local weed growers aren't following the "legal limits" and usually have large crops ready to harvest right around the same time she came sneaking onto my property. She knows that every year there are shootings as a result of trespassers and thieves out for some free pot. She seems to give no fucks and THAT is why I'm posting this video.

About the video:

Like I said, mixed emotions. I started this a couple of weeks ago, put it aside, fucked with it, put it aside again. Thought it was done, exported it to my video folder, re-watched it a few days later and hated it. came back to it today and changed most of it aside from the text. Fuck me runnin'.

I had maybe four hours into the original video, editing and shit. I threw most of it out. It was dark as fuck and that's not where I wanted to go with this.

Six hours later. (in a French accent)

I tried hard to get the soundtrack to reflect the meta-what the fuckery of the situation while ultimately conveying some sense of hope and kindness. The parts that sound like they belong together do. The parts that sound conflicting are supposed to. Bear with me and tough it out...it's just a youtube video.

I'm not mad at Redwood Coast. I miss her. I'm only mad that some scumfuck is clearly using her, trolling her, fucking with her, only to get to me.

This is the work of a coward and has Dutchsinse/Michael Janitch fingerprints all over it.