Scrim - gospel of scott (slowed nation version)

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Song details:
Title: gospel of scott
Artist: Scrim, Slowed Nation
Album: via crucis (slowed nation version)

L Y R I C S:

(You did good, $lick)
(It's a Smash)
(Lonely boy)

Couldn't tell you what's up or down, right or wrong
Every day feel like Twilight Zone
Wanna see dad but I can't go home
Couldn't tell you what's love or hate, truth or lies
All the things that money can buy
With nothing to show, and plenty to hide
Probably lock me up if they heard my mind, yeah (They heard my mind)
Told me take some time, but I got way too much shit to handle
No shortage of pain whenever I need some shit to channel
They counting my wins, I'm burning both ends of the candle (Let's go, let's go)
Unconditional love? All I know is circumstantial

What you gonna do when they find out who you really are?
What you gonna do?
What you gonna do? Yeah
What you gonna do when they find out who you really are? (Ayy, tell 'em, ayy, tell 'em, ayy, tell 'em)

Stone cold but I'm delicate (I'm delicate)
Every week, my wife we fight, she say I don't let her in (Don't let her in)
Probably got some of her really seeing how dead I am (How dead I am)
Five years old in a tub with a man, shit left me desolate
Fuck sex, even with affection, drugs a prerequisite
This shit get deeper than you'll ever know
So maybe next time you see me passed out on the floor, just know
That I been fighting demons yeah I been losing, but I ain't give up
Fuck, gotta count for something, right? Yeah
Been spending my life tryin' get through life
Do you know? Do you know what it take to feel alright?
Can you understand, why I started to spike my sprite?
Do it make sense now?
Why every day I need to get high
Knowing my pain, can you blame me for trying to get by?
And if she leave, I wouldn't blame her for telling me bye

'Cause I got so many things I'ma take to the grave (Take to the grave)
And I shed so many tears knowing that it ain't have to be this way

Maybe every song a cry for help
I'm living poorly but acquiring wealth, yeah (Fuck 'em up)
Priest told me I got a chance at dying well (Yeah, well)
Sold out arenas feeling by myself (I'm all alone)
Since being together, she feel by herself (Yeah)
Would kill for you and I would die as well
I'm loving you the best way I know how (Babe)
Been doing my all just to let you down
Stay underwater like I begged to drown
Done left a bitch to keep my meds around (Okay, okay)
Missing my family like they can't be found (Yeah, okay, okay)
Then a voice get loud saying

What you gonna do when they find out who you really are?
What you gonna do?
What you gonna do? Yeah
What you gonna do when they find out who you really are?

Dude, uhm, I went to pick up some medicine at the, uhm, pharmacy and this stupid girl, bruh, at the, uh, cash—, cash—, the cashiers, uhm, girl that was working at the fuckin' cash register gave me the—, your two or three fuckin' prescriptions and, uh, I didn't look at 'em 'til I got home and, uh, I—, I just fuckin' paid for 'em and left, dude
Uhm, fuck, whatever