MALAI - It will get better

Past invades my head
It’s okay, cause I’m gonna let
Sadly, there’re two possible ends,
Either sadness or the feel of contempt

Why do I let all these emotions
Cause this commotion inside of me?
I become ferocious, next moment I’m
motionless, cause of oceans of sadness conquering
All of my body, my soul, and I’m trying to calm but these thoughts keep coming and coming, control
Seems impossible, though there’s a sudden recall that they come cause I need it because I want so

I end up allaying my pain with
Laziness, maybe some rest will be great, the
Pain of OVERTHINKING is just too much
I can’t handle it, not making a single move, grudge
Is killing me and I’m again just trying to escape the reality
Sad to see that I’m glad to be automatically content with constant diversions, certain persons not leaving my mind, capacity which I was only one to grant to peo
Ple who I thought would be my future
But then they abandoned me.
Never think that someone’s crucial
Even though it’s happening
When we need someone to love
And we want to be loved too,
But never ever reveal your heart to

Those who won’t understand
Saying “you’re too much for me.”
Save the feelings that you have
For the people who seek that
Type of love, type of feel
In someone who really is
Like you, so don’t you ever think you’re alone with this
Mindset, emotions
Instead of mourning
For your love,
you can make your next morning
Full of o
Ther people that love, appreciate you
You are amazing, remember it’s true…