I thought transformation would be beautiful – it’s actually messy (Starting over after 40)

I used to think transformation would feel like freedom. Like clarity.
But it’s actually… messy. Especially when you start over after 40 — with no plan, no certainty, and nothing left of the life you once had.

In this video, I take you through a full day inside that limbo — the emotional space between who I was and who I’m becoming.
Maybe you’re in that space too. If so: you’re not alone.

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✨ *OTHER VIDEOS YOU MAY HAVE MISSED*

Where my real story started to unfold.
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