당신들이 망친 내 인생 남은 건 죽음 뿐 My life ruined by a large company, the only thing left is death ENG/MNG/KOR

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끝까지 죽음으로 내 몬 한국의 대기업. 안죽고 살아서 운이 좋다고 해야하나? 나의 자살시도로 인해서 나를 사랑하는 나의 가족들은 모두 함께 죽은 목숨이었다. 죽음의 끝에서 살아돌아오니 너무 열심히, 치열하게 살 필요가 없다는 생각이 들었다. 나도 남들처럼 때가 되면 출장대신 여행을, 치열함 대신 가끔은 친구들과 만나는 여유로움, 가족들과 먹는 식사... 남들 다하는 건 나도 하고 살자. 그리고 사랑하는 사람들과의 추억 없이 살아온 내인생을 되돌아보면서 기록처럼 좋은 것도 나쁜 것도 모두 내인생이니 담아보려 한다. 내가 살아있을 수 있게 지켜준 남편과 함께.

A large Korean company, was driven to its demise in the end. Should I say I'm lucky that I survived and didn't die? Because of my suicide attempt, my entire family, who loved me, died with me. Coming back from the edge of death made me realize that there’s no need to live too hard or fiercely. Like everyone else, when the time comes, I travel instead of going on a business trip, sometimes meet friends leisurely instead of working hard, and enjoy meals with my family. I try to live like everyone else. As I reflect on my life—a life I lived without the memories of my loved ones—I try to record both the good and the bad, because they are my life. With my husband, who kept me alive.

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