Yatharth - KHWABIDA (OC) Remastered

Khwabida is the first song in my little collection "Yatharth", which means as-is. This collection comprises of some human experiences as they are/were. Khwabida deals with trying to understand what depression is.

Lyrics:
Khwabida thi seher,
Afsoon se bhara tha jo ghar.
Ranjishein hain wahan, ajeeb si,
Jaise ho chala seh peher

Mayoos sa hai ik kuaan
Jismein apni shaqsiyat tu khojta
Neend se na jagna tujhe,
Na hi noor na koi aashna

Kyun tera rukna yeh kaafila,
Thehri hai teri kyun zameen
Kyun tu hai khud se itna khafa,
Mukhtalif si hai yeh bebasi

Kar nayi tu ibtida,
Har din hai ik naya safar.
Jaanta hoon ki dil ke darr ko tu
Maanta hai apni saza

Dooriyan kam kar, nazdeek aa
Apne lafzo se karde bayaan.
Aawaaz mein hain larzishein
Karde khud pe tu, rehem ada.

Kyun tera rukna yeh kaafila,
Thehri hai teri kyun zameen
Kyun tu hai khud se itna khafa,
Mukhtalif si hai yeh bebasi

Translation:
The mornings were dreamy
Life was filled with magic
There's a daily struggle now
Like every morning turns into a night

Looking at your reflection
You try to figure out who you are
Sometimes you don't want to wake up anymore
There's no happiness around

Why has your journey stopped
Why did you cease existing
Why are you angry on yourself
It's different feeling of helplessness

Start again,
Everyday, is a journey on its own
I know you have been broken, hurt
And you think that you deserve it

Come closer, talk to me about it
Say what you feel, let it out
I sense trembling in your voice
All you need is, to forgive yourself

Why has your journey stopped
Why did you cease existing
Why are you angry on yourself
It's a different feeling of helplessness

**This is a remastered version of the original, mixed by Prashant Dangwal.