Cigarette Ashes

Lyrics:

[V1]
ever since i was a little boy
i always had to fight back
its just me against the world
shit its always been like that

fuck this I'm tired of fighting
I'm always just barely surviving
my inner soul feels like its dying

[Chorus]
god give me something for once
yeah maybe it'll be enough
or ill be stuck here in hell
I cant break this evil spell
send me somebody with love
well maybe she can be the one
I can just fight all the rest
god this is my one request

[V2]
(YEAH!)
Fuck this im not gonna waste my time!
Fuck me what did i do wrong this time!
Fuck this all i want was you by my side!
fuck you I'm not gonna waste my time

someone tell me where did my light go !
in my youth i could feel all of its glow!
now all i can feel is the cold in the air!
hurts like hell knowing no ones there!

[Chorus]
god give me something for once
yeah maybe itll be enough
or ill be stuck here in hell
i cant break this evil spell
send me somebody with love
well maybe she can be the one
i can just fight all the rest
god this is my one request

[guitar solo]

[V3]
these songs aren't even for yall
just some things i had to get off
some stupid shit that makes me upset
some stupid shit the world wont let me forget

if yall feel the same then i send much love
cuz this world can be a lil fucking rough
so one more thing before this song ends
fuck everything love your family and friends

[Chorus]
god give me something for once
yeah maybe itll be enough
or ill be stuck here in hell
i cant break this evil spell

god give me something for once
yeah maybe itll be enough
or ill be stuck here in hell
i cant break this evil spell
send me somebody with love
well maybe she can be the one
i can just fight all the rest
god this is my one request
god this is my one request