Mai Kaun Be?- Official Music Video | Unwritten x Afterthoughts

🖋️ Original Lyrics by: Unwritten x Afterthought
🎤 Vocal Performance: Suno | AI Music
🖼️ Cover Gif : Anubis moon(Pinterest)


✨ Note:
This song is a reflection of my thoughts and emotions personal, expressive, and honest.
Some parts are drawn from real experiences, others from imagination.
I’m not here for sympathy or approval.
I just hope it resonates with your journey in some way.

📜 Lyrics:
Main asli mein kaun hu?.Bada hua woh... but asli mein kaun be?
5 ka tha, na jaane kya-kya maine dekha.Gareebi dekhi, jhagde dekhe, batte hue rishte dekhe.Yaad hai mujhe jab paani ghar mein bhar jaata tha,Pakde maine bartan, khud ko ghar bachate dekha.Haan majboori dekhi, umeed dekhi, girti hui chhat dekhi.
School jaake dekha tab duniya mujhe badi lagi.Saali dikhave se bhari poori duniya uchhakki lagi.Matlabi duniya, matlabi log,Karte pooja-path kyunkiInke karmon mein hai hole.
Bhola ban kar jaane kitne saal kaate,Dhong karta gaya, taaki yeh duniya mujhe apna le.Jalaate gaye log... mujhe, aur jalta gaya main.Khud ko har din masalta gaya main.
Abe seedhe hone ka farz maine nibhaya,Badle mein dhokhe aur dard hi paaya.Main kaun be??
Jo poochhte hain “kaisa hai?” — sab dhong hai.Inki niyat mein hai laalach,Aur aankhon mein chakaachaund hai.
Nikal gaya nayi daur par, dhoondhna mujhe khud ko tha. khush thi duniya kyunki chhoot gaya haath se mera khilauna tha.Hostel ke sundar vo pal the — palke jhapke the — maine khud ke bal se.Seekha maine jeena isi dal-dal se hi na.
Kehte the dost — “ladki jaisi hai teri chaal”,Haste-haste sahta gaya yeh main sabhi evil saal.Pyar ka tha bhooka, kab se —Bachpan se rootha hua khud se.
Abe khwab bade dekhe to duniya lagti fake.Karne jaata kuch haasil, to karne lagta I’m shake.Kanpte the pair mere jab koi leta meri feeling ki,Hanftee vo rooh meri jab rota bina healing ki.
Haan, main kaun be?
I’m waiting for validation, and living for others’ sake –Living in depression, escaping through fantasy gate.Numb hoke bhi maine jeena phir se seekh liya.Smile karte karte marna maine seekh liya.
Khud se door hota gaya,Coz darta tha — not able to face.I saw no one there for me…To hug in a silent place.
Jab talaab se utra, main samundar ke ek chhor meinPaaya khud ko — chalti zindagi ki bhaga-daud mein.
Aaj poochhun jab —Mera yeh wajood khud se,Paaun asmanjas... aur ghrina ab khud se.
Likh raha hoon aaj-kal kyunki feelings ne diye ghutne tek,Gaa raha hoon aaj-kal kyunki karna na ab mujhe aur wait.Main kaun be — yeh dhoondh raha aaj bhi to...Dikha raha mujhe khud ek aas hi to...
Nahi jeena ab mujhe zinda laash mein to.Karna hai apne andar ke chhote bacche ka vikas bhi to.Main bhi to ek insaan hoon...Main bhi to ek insaan hoon..mai bhi to ek insaan hoo



Disclaimer:
The content of this video reflects personal artistic expression.
It should not be interpreted as distress, self-harm intention, or encouragement of harmful behavior.
Vocals are generated using AI software.
Viewer discretion is advised for emotional themes, but I am safe and well.

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