[Winchi] Let Me In / original song

music/vocals/illustration/editing: Winchifrost

Instrumental: https://winchi.bandcamp.com/track/let...

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==LYRICS==
I’m aware there is something unusual here
I guess I’m used to it being me
Is there something that everyone else can see?
To me it’s still a mystery…

No one told me I was just as human
I was just left to assume
And now I have the clues,
I don’t know what to do.
Maybe if someone would take my hands
And place them firmly on the truth

Why am I ashamed of something I thought I always knew?
Maybe now I realize just how true it is
I can't forgive it
I never thought I’d be a saint
But when I’m standing at the pearly gates
Will anyone let me in?

Feeling things I could only think about
Feelings things I could only doubt
Realizing what that warmth I felt really meant.
Realizing that I like men.

No one told me I was just as human
I was just left to assume.
And now I have the clues,
I don’t know what to do.
Maybe if someone would take my hands
And place them firmly on the truth

Why am I ashamed of something I thought I always knew?
Maybe now I realize just how true it is
I can't forgive it!

I’ve never held hands or been kissed or had sex yet-
So how can I be sure?
But thoughts of me fucking a man don’t leave my head-
And what if that’s impure??
I’m wishing for some impossible dream
Knowing it's only impossible because its me
Am I sentenced to hell by my birth?
Please let me into the heaven on earth.

I am still ashamed of something I thought I always knew
Maybe now I realize just how true it is
I can’t deny it!
I never thought I’d be a saint
But when I’m standing at the pearly gates
Will anyone let me in?

Let me in!