[Speedcore@Rupture] 26. Diabarha - Dear Diary

The longest project from the Rupture, symphony/suite alike - I feel that it could have been extended even for a little longer, adding another parts to the composition... but for me it's alright as it stands right now. Created within 4-5 days, in case you were asking.
While that's a long single track, it can be divided into some parts which might be recognizeable enough to receive a separate name. Many of them are attempts to turn feelings into music (which doesn't always success), just some unfinished tracks, same as in Perception Borders I - but less repeatable, that's why it's shorter.
What can I say more - I can't deny that I'm proud a little of completing this track. It's over 43 mins straight - try to find some time in the evening and listen, I hope you won't regret it.
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Whether as symphonic as you thought or not, it's still a kind of my diary. Diary is obviously a magic place, where you can share your thoughts without any fear. Where you can go beyond limits and cross any border, and nothing's gonna happen.
Of course you can write the diary in your memory only. At least noone will accidentally take and read it. But believe me, as I'm writing down my thoughts now, it's much more of a relief than thinking of it only - if you never tried that, I'd recommend it. Because writing means that something comes true, that something becomes real.
"Dear Diary" - that's how you usually start your daily confession. And the paper will always listen to you, and the paper will never reject you - so you can talk about anything, and it's okay. Troubles at school/job? Sure. Unsuccessful relationship? Go on. Your pen broke? Take another one and tell me about it. Use as many lines as you want.
Maybe you'll open this book after one year, maybe after ten. Then you'll read and meet yourself from the past, looking like at another person.
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Cat./Track number: SKRD!!!-116/26
Genre(s)/BPM: Speedcore/Splittercore/Extratone/Gabber (root 210 BPM)
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Album download link: https://archive.org/download/Splitter... - select 116.zip
YouTube album playlist link:    • Rupture Full Album  
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SKRD!!! official website: http://skrd.ddv.pl/