Lily Fitts - In The Dirt (Official Music Video)

"There’s not really one simple way I can describe In The Dirt. It’s not only about losing someone in your life, but about not knowing how to deal with the grief that comes after it, even years later. It’s about how sometimes you make decisions or don’t help yourself because you feel so low and think that it’s never going to get better. It’s about doubting the world and everything you do when bad things happen to the best kind of people; and feeling guilty about the person you are, the things you do, and wondering how someone you cherished and find to be so much of a better human could be taken so soon. But through it all, you are so deserving of this life and it’s okay to feel lost and overwhelmed when life happens that makes it hard to go on."
Lily 🤍

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CREDITS
Production Company: No Idea Productions
Video By: Ryan Simmons
Creative Direction: Lily Fitts
Styling: Lily Fitts & Nathaly Pacheco
First AD: Mathew Hyun
Props Manager: Eduardo Paredes
Management: Keel
Label: Thirty Knots Records

LYRICS
Home state
Old paint
Used to shine now it don’t look the same

Slow pace
With a red face
It’s 25 outside, don’t feel a thing

I take a drink
And I let it burn
Cause there’s a part of me that likes the way it stings, the way it hurts
I don’t talk to God
Don’t think it works
Cause I know better people than myself still end up in the dirt

Wasted all my lies on the four walls that I’ve known
And I’m scared of what’s to come more than I fear being alone
Cause every time it’s going right I’m left here on my own
So paint a face, cut the breaks, til your blood starts running cold

I take a drink
And I let it burn
Cause there’s a part of me that likes the way it stings, the way it hurts
I don’t talk to God
Don’t think it works
Cause I know better people than myself still end up in the dirt

Riding on these yellow lines
Speeding up to catch a high
Burning off the rubber on these tires
Looking for a warning sign, that I know damn well I won’t find
Tell me are we living just to die?

I take a drink
And I let it burn
Cause there’s a part of me that likes the way it stings, the way it hurts
I don’t talk to God
Don’t think it works
Cause I know better people than myself still end up in the dirt
I don’t talk to God
When’s it my turn?
Cause I know better people than myself still end up in the dirt
In the dirt

Ooh ooh ooh
In the dirt
Ooh ooh ooh