⠀ ྀི　◟ ͜ 　IDEAL TRAUMA & DISORDERS . 　　♡𓊇ྀི UG/GRV

if you want to recover then you can block out non recovery affs. — request

have your ideal desired trauma, your trauma is so severe that you developed your desired mental disorders, you constantly have nightmares, flashbacks, hallucinations from your past experiences, psychologists say that your the worst case they’ve ever seen in all of their years of working, doctors realize how much psychological damage you really have, that it makes them instantly throw up, everytime you tell someone your trauma they feel intense sympathy for you, and you can’t even tell them 2% of your trauma before they start to feel sick and can’t bare listening to you, and you gain sympathy from the people around you, and people treat you gently or worse if desired


your trauma makes you feel alienated from normal people, you feel jealous and saddened due to the fact what you went through and people in the world get to live their lives non disordered, and not traumatized like you are, due to your trauma you develop severe depression and anxiety, you can’t help but feel paranoid that things happened in your past are gonna come back and destroy you once more, due to your ideal trauma, you can’t seem to heal, or find recovery, your trauma is so severe that no matter what you do, you can’t recover from 1% of your trauma, your mental disorders are extremely severe, and not even medication or therapy can help them


everytime you try to recover, your disorders instantly blow up and you can’t control them at all, and you often get into self destructive situations, which you end up harming yourself with certain weapons or end up destroying yourself or the people around you, and you often deal with intense flashbacks of your trauma, and can barely even fuction or think for yourself in those moments, your trauma is undoubtedly the worst in the entire world, nobodys trauma can compete with yours.


your desired people can vouch for your trauma, and you are immune to fake claiming yourself for your disorders, or trauma, everyone around you tells you your trauma in detail and what happened to you, and everytime you doubt for even a millisecond you get intense flashbacks of your trauma and everytime you feel doubt you see things that resulted from your trauma ( scars, bruises, mobility issues, brain patterns . ) you are undoubtedly the worst case of trauma in the universe, your trauma will always affect your daily life


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