Avian and Loaded - A Purple Circuit (Cruising Mix)

Original lyrics written by Avian and Loaded, a human being. Music and vocals produced with Suno AI tools. In solidarity with all the broken children whose needs were never met, now growing old.

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[Verse 1]
[Slow Burn]
I had ways to cope
Don't trust don't believe
Never expected what I need
But
You came around
You gave me hope
Just enough rope
You use your power
To burn me down
You burn me
Right down
To the ground

[Chorus]
My heart makes a purple circuit
Red and blue when you care
Purple when you hurt it
I wanted to believe your eyes
Wanted to be one of you
Believe the same lies
About loyalty and happiness
You crashed that car
I'm in distress

[Verse 2]
I had everything I wanted
When I was a child
Everything I needed
Was met with denial
Taught me well
That life is hell
Can't trust cannot believe
Those I love
Never have what I need
Yeah
You think you do
You know what's best
If I play ball
I pass your test

[Bridge]
[Breakdown]
What I want
I don't deserve
You think I have
Some fucking nerve
To tell you what
I really need
Well that's just
Too bad indeed

[Chorus]
[Breakdown]
[Quiet, Whispered, Desperate]
My broken heart's a purple circuit
Black and blue as you
Pound on it
Bleeding out every time
You hurt it
I wanted to believe your kindness
Wanted to join your little party
Let's just put that all behind us

[Final Verse]
We could have been together
Taken it all the way
(But) (You)
(You)
You're the one
Who threw it away
You're the one who
Broke me down
Broke my heart
You're the one
Who crashed that car