the last time (tommy/jude)

« this is the last time I say it's been you all along... »

watch in 720p (pretty please, quality has been effed up, big time) | info are listed at the end of the video.

I hate this song so freaking much now. bless this video for helping me to get it out of my system. FOR ONCE AND FOREVER! You know, I really don't like Taylor - AT ALL - but what she and Gary did with this song is so surprising and good and amazing and heartwrenching and just... PERFECT. I HAD TO VID IT and I did, in less than one week, which is a whole new record for me, the slowest vidder ever. But that's what Jude and Tommy do to me: they make me go all psycho on Sony Vegas, turning me into the worst vidding machine ever. As much as I still love "The Mixed Tape", I felt like I yet had to let out all my feelings about them. Plus, last month I got my S3 dvd and I just had to use it. So here's this video. I don't expect many of you to watch this, tbh. It's definitely not perfect, editing-wise, and I don't know how I feel about it in the first place (probably because I've previewed this so much, I've got way too used to it - and sick of it lol) but I hope it will "say something" to you regardless, whether you know the couple or not. At some point, it gets more about me and what I am personally going through but.. whatever mwahahah who cares. I just say: vidding is the best therapy in the world. I say this as a doctor.


dedicated to three angels: Jacqueline, Maisie and Ele! thank you, girls, for supporting me constantly, I really appreciate it and I hope you know how much this means to me. getting to know you has been one of the 'plus points' of this past year and I just... adore you, really. Plus, we're the #jommyarmy. I know how much you love these two so, in my head, this video has been yours from the start. :D


ps: Christmas air, finally! I hope to get some more videos done before I get sucked into my exams next month but, in case I don't, just know uni is absorbing all my energy :)


pps: forever hating this awful new youtube layout. WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU, YOUTUBE, SERIOUSLY!