【✦SynthV_ORIGINAL】PFKM (Remaster)【Mo Chen】

PLEASE KNOW THAT ALL THE TRIGGER WARNINGS FROM THE ORIGINAL UPLOAD STILL APPLY.

SVP+INST: https://www.mediafire.com/file/48u74m...
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✦INFO

My laptop nearly exploded while working on this by bluescreening several times! Yay. So, the original upload of PFKM has reached 3k views and I am.. forever grateful, it made me so sentimental.

I had been thinking about remastering PFKM for a while ever since I started my sound engineering classes last November, and now I've finally done it! This is a thankyou to everyone who has been listening to my music up until now, I love you all.
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✦CREDITS

Everything → UpTown-P
Vocals → Mo Chen
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✦SOCIALS + EXTRA

bluesky: https://bsky.app/profile/angel416.bsk...
deviantart: https://www.deviantart.com/4-blood
soundcloud:   / thomathew  

→ FNV carrd: https://fnv-utau.carrd.co/
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lyrics (updated):

Oh, why wash away the pain
When everyday is the same?
It's not like that's gonna help me,
now is it? hardly.

Shut myself down on a whim
Talking to people? that's grim.
I cant stand to be around anybody

I know these habits are fruitless
But honestly, what's the point?
I'll keep digging myself deeper.

GOD!
Don't you want to stop?
Really just want to drop?
Laying down on your floor,
puking your fucking guts out

To say that I've had enough
Would say that I'm not so tough
Just put a gun to my head
Go on, please fucking kill me.

Motivation has been more hard to find recently...
Been stuck in my bed, doing jack shit.

Living my life as a walking zombie
Take all my woes, no I wont say sorry!
I'll wreck myself up, I'll make it my hobby
Think about it now, were quite fucked, aren't we?

Don't wanna live life this way
It really is such a pain
I'm feeling physically weak
Man I really am a freak.

I really want it to stop
Can't even climb to the top
Now tears are starting to leak
"Jeez, why am I such a freak?"

Don't you want to stop?
Really just want to drop!?
Lying down on your floor,
puking your fucking guts out

Not saying this is a bluff
But really, I'm not so tough
Just put a gun to my head
Go on, please fucking kill me.

My will to live isn't strong
Can't even do right, just wrong.
I honestly couldn't care
I'm awful, I'm well aware!

I'm not deserving of life
I'm not deserving of love
Please put a gun to my head
My god, just fucking kill me.