ESTR0GEM - W4STED L0VE (w/DarkR3volution)

Wrote this song about a person I had a crush on a few years ago.
Got my friend to do vocals and he fucking killed it! Go and subscribe to him GRRRR!!!‪@DarkR3volution‬

Lyrics:
(ESTR0GEM)
How long will this go on?
I don't think I can keep going
What the fuck am I doing wasting my love on you?
The last thing I want is to see you fall into abuse
Your stupid fucking life has been repeating in a loop
I want you to know my love is true
And I just wanna smile at you
I love you so much but
Cant you see the signs? It's so obvious they don't care for you!

Have my knife on the side
Knowing you don't love me
Trust me I'd give everything so I could treat you justly
Give each second of my life so I could hear your heartbeat
These incredible feelings
They just wont go away

Why do you love those girls?
They only cause hurt
I guess I got my hopes up
You're so far gone you don't care
While I'm right here hurting
From all your mistakes
I'm thinking I could kill myself and put myself in hell

(DarkR3volution)
Tearing gnawing rotting from the inside
Fates unwound ever since you fucking died
Left me here to weigh my sins
The sin of not letting you in

Forgive my soul for turning a blind eye
Left out on the corner, out to die
I now feel shame for not seeing your light
What should i do to make things right

The light beckons me into the dark
To snuff out my existing spark
This prison of flesh keeping me from clarity
The only way out is now the end of me

A sin I couldn't see, a sin I didn't write
Draining my sanity into the night
By her choice I'll put the knife to my wrist
Maybe then she'll be missed

Some lyrics written by my friend Toir.
Dark's lyrics written by himself.
Cover art, instrumental and vocals done by me.