I was so ingenuous that I believed that you loved me.

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''I swear that I huged you as strong as I could to you realize that I needed you. That I needed you and that I need you.''

There are all my feelings put in this. My downs and my cries that love has brought me. I'm so sorry for all the people that can't understand the lyrics of this poem because is absolutely wonderful. It's about a broken heart that still has hope for its love. I translated the poem into English (you can see it below), 'cause I think it's totally worth it.
I just wanted to show you all the meaning of every word with my favorite couples that some day made me feel something beautiful.

Finally, I'd like to dedicate this video to my sister Vicky (Lachicadelalluvia), because she has suffered the same love and luck of love, I mean, she was deeply in love and someone broke her heart in the coldest way.

Poem's Translation:

''Who am I going to lie?
I was so ingenous... that I believed that you still loved me.
I felt that the hours that I spent by your side were just going to make
me feel more alive.
As it was the soft feather's feeling, your lips brushed me.
Trembling, to be honest...
But I wanted to think that just cold was the reason.
Your hands were as gelid as always.
But I felt it a little less because what flowed trough my blood
looks also like ice in that moment.
Goodbye.
And you go away like this, without warning?
Explain me this.
Tell me that this time reason has not won heart.
That your steps still follow mine.
Your nervious hands betray you.
Your voice falls silent and changes when you pronounce
the words that I've never wanted you to say:
''I don't want to keep lying on you.''
I've never seen a look moves with so much nostalgy.
I knew that you were missing something.
I guess that you missed the fact that you couldn't tremble of emotion
anymore next to me.
The fact that you couldn't feel the affection of my body if
I huged you.
But I swear to you...
I swear to you that I huged you as strong as I could to you realize that I needed you.
That I needed you and that I need you.
I want or I don't my happiness dislodges.
If I see you walking in the distance knowing that you are not going
to look me back...
Knowing that while you're getting into the deepest dream,
I'm trying to catch every anger's scream that my sobs cause for
not waking up anyone.
I wonder how is it possible that someone hurts you so much that your heart
is it almost to bleed?
Like to lose the enthusiasm to feel what happens in the rest of world,
To listen around you,
To talk, to live...
Do you know what? I was so ingenuous before that I believed that you loved me,
but now I'm so ingenuous that I believe that you'll come back.''

And afer all these things, I hope you like it. Comments are loved for my effort.

All the rights of the audio and the poem belongs to this amazing girl.

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She is a Spanish vlogger and she left me do this video with her poem so I'm really grateful 'cause it couldn't be possible without her audio. I utterly recommend her vids, you'll love them!