Shadows In The Dark - I'm Better Off Alone 🛏️ (OFFICIAL LYRICS VIDEO) N.o 50

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LYCRIS

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Nobody’s perfect, yeah, I know
But it still kills me when you go
Honestly
I’m better off alone
But fuck
This silence chills my bones

You’re not coming back — that’s clear as day
Still I pray your shadow stays
All these pills don’t numb the ache
Still wide awake when my hands shake
You ripped me open
Left me raw
Took your love
Then slammed the door
I punch the wall 'til my knuckles bleed
Hoping pain will set me free

I text, then delete it all
You don’t give a fuck if I fall
Scrolling through your page like a creep
Feeling like trash
Can’t fucking sleep
I miss your lips
Your fucking voice
But you left me like I was a choice
Now I drink 'til I can’t feel shit
Just blackout and hope that’s it

"Fuck it," I say
Then break inside
Wish I could run
But nowhere to hide
No closure
No reason why
You just left me with goodbye
Yeah, I scroll
But never text
'Cause you’ve already moved to your next
And I just sit here, stuck in past
Wonderin’ why we couldn’t last

I drink too much to feel okay
But pain still finds me anyway
Nights are long, my hope is low
But I know I gotta let you go
Nobody’s perfect, yeah, it’s true
But damn
I gave my best to you.
If you don’t come back, I’ll survive
Just trying to feel a bit alive

“Let it go,” they say, “just breathe,”
But they don't see what’s underneath
Nights feel endless
Mornings worse
Every day just feels like a curse
I fucked up, yeah
That’s no lie
Still don’t know how or why
You gave up
I stayed lost
Now I live with what it cost

X2
Nobody’s perfect yeah, I know,
But it still kills me when you go
Honestly
I’m better off alone
But fuck
This silence chills my bones

I hate myself for wanting you
But I still do
That’s the truth
I’d bleed again just to rewind
Just to hear you call me mine
I wish I could kill this pain inside,
But it’s still breathing
Just like I
Don’t want your pity
Don’t want fake hope
Just wanna fucking cope

I scream in silence
Break alone
Sleep on a bed of shattered phones
The love we had?
It’s fucking gone
Now I’m stuck replaying what went wrong
You were the high
I was the crash
Now all I do is drown in ash
Can't outrun these fucking thoughts
Can’t forgive the peace I lost.
But maybe someday I’ll forgive
Learn again how the fuck to live
Not tonight
But maybe soon
Under a bleeding
Empty moon
So fuck it, yeah, I’ll let you go
But I’ll never be the same, you know
Nobody’s perfect
I’m proof of that
But I gave a love that cracked me flat

You won’t be back
I feel it deep
But I still cry myself to sleep
Left me with echoes in the halls
Now I just talk to empty walls
I try to smile
Pretend I'm fine
But it gets harder all the time
I see your ghost in every place
Still memorized by your face

X2
Fuck, fake, yeah, I know
But it still kills me when you go
Honestly
I’m better off alone
But fuck
This silence chills my bones