The Wrecks - I Didn't Use To (Official Lyric Video)

The official lyric video for “I Didn’t Use To”
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Lyrics:
I made a rule when I was 19
That for a year I wouldn’t lie
I didn’t have a guilty conscience
So I made one over time
I thought for sure that was a process
That we all went through in life
I was embarrassed when I found out that it’s not
At 25, I watched a love I thought was real
Get up and go without a word
At worse, I rested on my laurels
At best, her morals were absurd
I saw our future like something I could
Program into one that she deserved

But I’m doing my best
Yeah I’m doing my best
It’s all I have left

I think I was made wrong
I didn’t use to
I think I was made wrong
But I didn’t use to
Am I staying too late?
Am I talking too much?
Was I better off before I knew whether I was?
I think I was made wrong
But I didn’t use to

I am capable
I stand 6 feet high
I hold records in sports
My range is four octaves wide
I am capable
Yeah I can do it myself
Every note, every frame, every pixel, what else
I crochet in half double
I type moderately fast
I can parallel park
With my arms behind my back
Who’s next
Let me at ‘em
I don’t care, I got all night
I am flawed, I’m a fraud
I am whatever you like
I want everything and nothing
I want silence
I want time
I want mansions
I want social housing
I want to provide
I want emotional stability
I want back my two best friends
I want a proper diagnosis
But I can’t afford the test

I am doing my best

I think I was made wrong
I didn’t use to
I think I was made wrong
But I didn’t use to
Am I staying too late?
Am I talking too much?
Was I better off before I knew whether I was?
I think I was made wrong
But I didn’t use to

Will I be this way forever
Am I stuck with me
They say it only gets better
I guess we’ll have to see
I’m calling, I’m pleading, I’m begging for help
I’m starting to see it like everyone else
Am I selfish, am I bitter, am I self-involved
Is it worse or is it better if I had known all along
I’m calling, I’m pleading, I’m begging for help
I’m starting to see me like everyone else
I am human, I am worth more than what I provide
I’m starting to think maybe I like

That I was made wrong
I didn’t use to
I think I was made wrong
But I didn’t use to
Am I staying too late?
Am I talking too much?
Was I better off before I knew whether I was?
I think I was made wrong
But I didn’t use to

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Music video by The Wrecks performing I Didn't Use To (Lyric Video).© 2025 Republic Records, a division of UMG Recordings, Inc. & Lava Music, LLC