Beneath my Name — Ashes of Eden (Official Lyric Video)

Beneath My Name is a journey through awareness, responsibility, and the quiet weight of becoming.
A song about seeing too much, feeling too deeply, and choosing to carry truth even when it scars.

Set against the imagery of an endless map, this lyric video reflects a path marked by loss, love without closure, and the slow realization that some truths don’t come to heal — they come to shape us.

This is not a story about revenge.
It’s about endurance.
About identity.
About the cost of consciousness.

Some journeys don’t lead to treasure.
They lead inward.

Ashes of Eden

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🎛️ Produced, mixed & mastered by: Arthur P.
🎤 Vocals by: iKari's.
🎸 Written by: Ashes of Eden

© 2025 Ashes of Eden. All rights reserved.

Complete Lyrics:

[CHORUS — OPENING]
I see too much to rest in peace
Feel too deep to let it sleep
If heaven wept, it bled through me
I carry truths that bury me

I chose this weight, I chose this flame
To walk alone, to stay awake
If I collapse beneath my name
At least I knew why I became

[VERSE I]
I grew up learning how to hold
What others dropped and left untold
A child dressed in borrowed skin
Too old to lose, too young to win

I watched the world move half my speed
Trading depth for simple needs
They call it calm, I call it blind
A quiet death inside the mind

[PRE-CHORUS I]
I never feared the fall itself
I feared a life I couldn’t feel
I’d rather break beneath the truth
Than live untouched, unscarred, unhealed

[CHORUS — REPEAT]
I see too much to rest in peace
Feel too deep to let it sleep
If heaven wept, it bled through me
I carry truths that bury me

I chose this weight, I chose this flame
To walk alone, to stay awake
If I collapse beneath my name
At least I knew why I became

[VERSE II]
I learned to stand before I fell
To guard a house I didn’t build
While others searched for who they were
I learned to carry what was real

I became stone so they could breathe
A silent spine beneath their feet
No room to shatter, no release
Just forward steps and clenched teeth

[PRE-CHORUS II]
They say, “You think too much, let go”
But they don’t hear what echoes low
When clarity becomes a curse
And every answer makes it worse

[VERSE III]
I gave my heart in measured ways
With honest hands, with honest faith
But love collapsed without a sound
No crime, no cause, no sacred ground

No balance in the loss I felt
No mirror in what you returned
You left me questions in your place
And called it growth — I called it burn

[BRIDGE]
Anger, grief, and hope collide
All screaming from the same inside
I try to solve what can’t be solved
To close a door already gone

I begged for sense, I begged for truth
From something never built to last
Some endings don’t explain a thing
They just refuse to be the past

[BREAKDOWN / QUIET]
If this is what it costs to see
Then let it scar the rest of me
I won’t pretend I didn’t know
I won’t unlearn what made me whole

[FINAL CHORUS]
I see too much to rest in peace
Feel too deep to let it sleep
If heaven wept, it bled through me
But I survived what buried me

I chose this weight, I chose this flame
Not as a curse, but as my name
If I stand broken, still the same
At least I knew why I became

[OUTRO]
I don’t need justice to move on
I don’t need answers carved in stone
Some truths are meant to hurt, not heal
And still… I choose to feel

— Ashes of Eden