From worship leader to atheist - Jessi Cone

Today I spoke with Jessi Cone, who placed her faith in Jesus in her youth but ultimately deconverted as the truth claims of Christianity fell apart.

We touched on many topics, including:

• Giving her life to Jesus as a teenager.
• Enthusiastically sharing her faith as much as possible.
• Leading worship at megachurches.
• Deconstructing major parts of Christianity, including Paul, the Canon, and the evolution of the Yahweh character.
• Moving into the Hebrew Roots movement and becoming Torah Observant as she felt she was moving toward a clearer understanding of the Bible and god.
• Isolating herself from others, even other Christians, to be more dedicated and pure.
• Starting to see her faith unravel as she realized that Jesus did not fulfill the requirements for a Messiah and that Passover was not a sacrifice for sins.
• Seeing that religion at its core is about controlling the masses.
• Grieving the loss of her Christian worldview.
• Appreciating nature more than ever as she reclaims her life and heals from religious trauma.

Many thanks to Jessi for sharing her story!


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Connect with Jessi:

SUNO: https://suno.com/playlist/7534a1ae-d1...

YouTube: ‪@SopranoJessi‬

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Mentioned in this video:
"Seeing Through Christianity" by Bill Zuersher
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Ending music by Kazuya / Eyal Raz, "Friends"

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🎙️ In this powerful interview, former worship leader Jessi Cone shares her raw, emotional journey from devoted Christian and worship leader to finding freedom as an atheist. From leading mega-church worship and studying theology to questioning doctrine, unraveling her faith, and discovering herself beyond religion—Jessi’s story is a moving exploration of courage, doubt, and awakening.

👉 Expect deep insight into deconstruction, religious trauma, and the search for identity after leaving Christianity.
If you’ve ever questioned your beliefs or felt trapped by faith, this conversation will resonate deeply.

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