shield • Carrie & Quinn (+ Franny)

"I just lost my mind,
but I still got you."

Love/Guilt

Acceptance

I kind of see this as a part two to my video 'Repercussions'
   • repercussions  

I've been obsessed with this song for a while now, but for some reason it never struck me as a Carrie & Quinn song. Which is kind of ridiculous when you read the lyrics. But then one day I listened to it & I heard it in a completely different way.
Then this video happened.
I've been working on this for over a month now because it has been so emotional for me to edit. But also because I was trying to say so much within just one video. As a detail orientated vidder, i find it extremely hard to make global videos, & this one isn't even that but yeah. XD

This video is about learning how to trust & love again. That's why I found it necessary to bring Franny into it. I've also been wanting to make a video with her for a while, so I really liked how this turned out.
One (of the many) reasons why Carrie & Quinn are a slow burn is because they are a bit of a paradox. What with Carrie now allowing herself to have meaningful relationships & Quinn not being able to accept love, it's quite a struggle. So what I've seen in the past few episodes (seasons for Carrie) is the reversal of that. That's also what I wanted to show here.
I don't know why I'm explain all this tbh. I'm sleepy & have verbal diarrhea PLUS I'm low key freaking out about the next episode (lower your expectations LOWER YOUR EXPECTATIONS)

p.s. : Currently listening to 'this is twice now' and my god their songs get me SO EMOTIONAL WHY

daisy, xx

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