i was only temporary 2 u | 1 hour playlist

hi, i made all of these songs.
0:00 1. i was only temporary 2 u
1:35 2. butterfly effect
2:35 3. miserable paradise (slowed)
4:19 4. let me go w/ Miranda rain
6:06 5. homesick
7:20 6. u forgot im a person too
9:09 7. she became my atlas
10:14 8. keep me close w/ Miranda Rain
12:00 9. the funeral
14:24 10. hell is other people
15:43 11. lost
17:25 12. again,
19:22 13. i wish i was special
21:03 14. tomorrow never comes
23:24 15. from one, many
24:35 16. in the end w/ Miranda Rain
26:00 17. into the fray
27:31 18. waste away
29:06 19. i don't feel anything anymore super slowed
31:31 20. there's nobody like me
33:00 21. my idle plot to disappear completely
35:30 22. i don't know w/ Miranda Rain
37:25 23. how it ends
39:19 24. the first time we kissed
41:43 25. save yourself (from 2018)
46:00 26. 7AM
48:00 27. this will destroy me
49:20 28. picture of you
51:42 29. camcorder (ambient vol.2) (from 2019)
53:33 30. mourning (nothing is real, part XII) (from 2021)
56:40 31. what am i to do? (nothing is real, part VI) (from 2019)

the animation is not a game (yet), it is custom made to look like me. you can see myself / the mask in other IRL videos here on this channel.

_thanks for all the support of my song " i was only temporary "

____here is my lore/the story of "nothing is real" for anyone who wishes to read about it.
↪ https://docs.google.com/document/d/1V...
___all my links
↪ https://linktr.ee/tidecruz
___⚠⚠⚠(9 hour playlist) (nothing is real) my BEST songs only
↪ https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6H7...
____11 hour playlist of my songs like "i was only temporary"
↪ https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB...

not that it matters, but every sound in all my music is made by myself! all instruments, vocals etc; performed, mixed/mastered and recorded live at home. perhaps one day in my old age, i will make videos playing my instruments, but i've always found it a bit pointless and show-off'y.
music is something we hear, i never really cared to watch it happen. i like to enjoy music with my eyes closed in bed, drifting away thinking about my life, my future. i don't say this to put anyone down who takes lessons music, but i just wanted to say the following it to hopefully inspire.
i have zero music training, i don't know theory, or anything like that. there may be someone reading this laughing saying "who does this guy think he is? no wonder this music is bad!) i just wanted to mention it in case there are people who want to make music, but were told they need lessons or training. you really don't. i have had none. i still try. and well. there seem to be a growing amount here that also like this music, so i will leave it at that. i just hope nothing anyone tells you will stop you from making music. it's helped me so much in my darkest times. anyways, i just really love to make music and it's the only thing that makes me feel like i have a purpose. thanks for listening. more on the way, always.