New Year’s Eve⭐️

I have never been a person with a plethora of excitement. I have never been excited to celebrate birthdays or new years, for me they’ve always been just another days. This year too, I wasn’t very excited to celebrate new year. However, I did take it slow on the last day of 2025. From reflecting on my entire year to being grateful for all the new things and opportunities I’ve had this year, indeed I made a good use of my day. Lastly I ended my day with a cafe date with my sister. I am truly grateful for every second of 2025, all the lessons I learnt and all the mistakes I made they’ve surely made me a better person and taught me a lot about life. Though 2025 didn’t exactly go as per my plan, It surely gave me a lot to remember and to be grateful for.

Today is 5th of January 2026, I had planned to share this video earlier but I lost my grandpa on 1st January 2026, yup on new year. I had to deal with the grief of his unexpected demise, I still am dealing with it. Life’s been cruel on me these past couple of days. I am regretting a lot of my decisions though I cannot do anything about them and more importantly had no control over any of them. But in the end, I realise I will have to make peace with it, for life is like that. It’s not always unicorns and rainbows, It is cruel sometimes and reminds you that nothing absolutely nothing is in your hands. It reminds us that these moments with our loved ones are fleeting that these memories we make are fleeting and we should NEVER take them for granted…..

I recall this quote from Khaled Hosseini-
“Regret….. when it comes to you, Mariam jo, I have loads of it.”
And it pretty much sums up how I am feeling.





Song 1- https://soundaudio.cc/rpjc
Song2- https://soundaudio.cc/tlmL