"The Stone" (original)

I really just wanted to post this video and not give any context of what it was about because its a little out of my comfort zone, but I couldn't shake the nagging feelin that I needed to share the story behind this song. and idk who's gonna see this, but my prayers is that it can reach at least one person that is struggling and needs a reminder that God is always good, and he is our strength in the bad and good. A little over a two weeks ago, I found myself in one of the toughest times of my life. as if every sin, feeling like a burden, and past trauma I had faced, was just building up over time. until shoving it under the rug wasn't goin to work anymore, and I was completely takin over by all of it. I felt there was nothing else to do, but to end it all. I attempted suicide and instantly saw that I had made the biggest mistake of my life. I was shaking from chills, sweating profusely, blacking out and extremely sick to my stomach. I knew the only way I was gonna make it through, was by the grace of God. I got on my knees and cried out to God for forgiveness and a miracle healing from what I had just done. after praying I instantly felt better, I was still a little dizzy and tired, but was no longer sick. I was rushed to the hospital and felt no sickness or physical pain, until right as we were pulling into the parking lot. after getting help and being at the hospital for one night and half a day, I was takin to a recovery place called the Ridge. where people that struggle with drug addiction, and suicide attempts/ thoughts, go to get help. while I was there God put this song on my heart and I wrote it down in a journal I was given. God has been so good to me and has heals me tremendously and carried me through what I thought I would never see the other side of. I still have a long way to go and will till the day I leave this earth, but he has taught me so much in this season of life and showed me that he was able to use all this as a wake up call for me to stop running away from past trauma, and to get a hold on the way I live and who/what I put my strength and hope in. I hope this reaches at least one person in need! love y'all.