please, god give me strength...

alternative title: sad edit audios

"Please, God give me just one more ounce of strength. I won't run from the bad stuff anymore. Starting tomorrow I'll look everyone in the face. Starting tomorrow I'll listen to everyone's voices. Starting tomorrow I'll do things right.
If even that future is not allowed to me then take me instead."

Shoya Ishida


° timestamps °

00:00 - love in the dark
00:55 - dog days are over
01:53 - are we still friends
02:44 - send my love
03:37 - structure
04:11 - not allowed
04:48 - strange x je te laisserai dets mots
05:31 - renai circulation (minor key cover)
06:08 - color me blue
06:57 - you are enough
07:52 - everything i ever wanted
08:46 - bag of bones
09:36 - i'll be good
10:17 - toxic
10:52 - lonely
11:32 - eleanor rigby
12:24 - agape
13:06 - miss wanna die
13:58 - zettai zetsumei


(I don't own any of these songs, all credits go to the artists)

anime/manga: A Silent Voice, The Shape of Voice
characters: Shouko Nishimiya and Shoya Ishida

most of these songs remind me a lot of this manga, this could be easily an "A Silent Voice" playlist. I never cry at movies but when I first watched A Silent Voice when Shoya said these words (which I wrote above) I felt the need to let it all out but my eyes where completely dry I couldn't get out not a single tear, all I felt was a pain in the chest. Same with the ending scene.
No wonder Shoya is my highest kin.
[we have the same personality type too hehe (istp)]