"Okay, I Admit" (Six and More) - Composer's Cut by Joseph (ShinyEspeon_II) Pacia [OFFICIAL AUDIO]

LYRICS:

[VERSE 1 (Original)]
Not long ago
We sang duets
Falsettos and harmonies led to late talks then
I brushed it off
Your sugar-coated lies
And so I rolled my eyes, thinking you're one of them

[PRE-CHORUS (Original)]
Refused to give in to this feeling called "love"
Felt it all before, so sick of it all
Yet he refused to back down, never stopped hanging tough
Before I knew I fell hard, then I confessed

[CHORUS (Original)]
Okay I admit
Alright I give in
You've made me vulnerable, I can't win
I couldn't resist
You reached from within
Melted these walls, let the real love begin
And we made it this far
Here's to six and more

[VERSE 2 (Breakup)]
I always wondered where we'd be
If I didn't push you away
Would you still be swept off your feet as I sing you to sleep?
Would we still be okay?

[PRE-CHORUS (Breakup)]
What if I told you
I didn't know how to heal?
Unless I let time do it
How would that make you feel?

[CHORUS (Breakup)]
Okay I admit
I'm far from perfect
But I never stopped loving you
I made a mistake
That cost me everything
'Cause my everything was you
I'm so sorry I
Ever made you cry

[BRIDGE (Original + Breakup)]
I'm tired of the excuses, I gotta let you in
(Girl I'll do anything for a second chance)
I need to stop this brave front, these problems piling up, in silence with all these thoughts
('Cause I love you too much to just be friends)
I need to finally face my fears, it's now or never, don't want to hold you back
(For you, I'll try)

[FINAL CHORUS (Original + Breakup)]
(But I admit that I)
Okay I admit
Alright I give in
You've made me vulnerable, I can't win
(I never stopped loving you)
I couldn't resist
You reached from within
Melted these walls, let the real love begin
(My everything was you)
And we made it this far
Here's to six months and more
(I'm so sorry I ever made you cry)

Sooo yeah, same musical arrangement as my previous upload. Unfortunate events have followed however and a breakup version of my previous upload was shown to me months ago. After some healing some time later, I figured I'd attempt combining both versions into a composer's version and this is how it came out.

As easy as it can be to wish that things would be different right now, what's done is done and I still feel very much proud to have been able to arrange this song originally with MrsMaeTrix. But hope you enjoy and hopefully this won't be the last time I attempt to make original music and maybe write lyrics of my own.

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