Lost One's Weeping (roari ver.) ✩ English Cover by Yan

I am roari's biggest fan I am roari's biggest fan

In complete earnest, thank you roari for blessing the world with your lyricism, the way all the words flow in this song is just so unbearably catchy to the point where the lyrics will just pop into mind randomly—and not to mention how great of a friend you are?? I've always wanted to do something in your honor so here it finally is :) thank you for being such a wonderful person, keep being you!!

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Original MV:
   • Neru - ロストワンの号哭(Lost One's Weeping) feat. ...  
Composed by: Neru

English Lyrics: ​⁠‪@roariva‬
English MV: ​⁠‪@PeggiePeinguin‬
   • 【roari】lost one's weeping (english cover) ...  

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Lyrics:

" Feel it cutting at my heart, this deadly knife of doubt
Feel it poking at my veins until my blood spurts out
I watch as blackened venom leaks from what was love
And watch as all the things I used to care for tear me apart.

It’s not fiction

Mathematics and science, numbers never change
But vocabulary’s fickle so english’s deranged
Though I try to pick out which of the meanings work
In the end neither answer was worth more than dirt

This homework
a blank sheet
Reflecting
inside me
Living in
convenience
No reason
to complain
And yet still
we sometimes
No actually always
Say that we’re sad and say that we’re lonely

Can you read what’s on the blackboard, are those notes on your sheet?
Can you see inside a mind that once was lost in its dreams?
Go find the one who turned your heart from blood red to black
It couldn’t be me, so who could it be?
Can you solve all of the problems on your abacus yet?
Can you stop the student’s hands from tying rope round their neck?
Can we really say we’re fine if all our pain never fades?
We’ll just push it down, since nothing will change now.

We procrastinate to avoid all our flaws
Stuck in our own hypnotic self-awe
Hide under our future and working hard
It’s all for validation

That homework
still empty
A new normal
for me
There’s nothing
that’s making
My good life
less easy
And yet deep
inside me
A darkness
is taunting
Why don’t you just fade out? Why don’t you just die now?

Can you read what’s on the blackboard? Are those notes on your sheet?
Can you see inside a mind that once was lost in its dreams?
Go find the one who turned your heart from blood red to black
Say who could it be? There’s no way it’s me!
Can you solve all of the problems on your abacus yet?
Can you stop the student’s hands from tying rope round their neck?
Can we really say we’re fine if all our pain never fades?
Should we push it down? What can we do now?

Can you say without a pause how area should be found?
Can you say without a thought what dreams were forced to die out?
Do you know who was the one who crushed those hopes into dust?
Who else could it be? Who else here but me?!

If you’re telling me to grow up tell me when will that be
Or if you could tell me what the hell growing up is meant to mean
Is there anyone that I could ask who’d know more than me?
If there’s no way how, there’s one escape left now. "