[21.09] ❝ 𝐼 𝑤𝑖𝑠ℎ 𝑖 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑏𝑒 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑟𝑒.. ❞

𝐡𝐞𝐲 ! ♡ ︎

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Today marks 10 years... 10 fucking years since you left us... Time passes so quickly, and yet it never stops...
You left us too soon...

We found you on September 21, 2015, lying motionless on the floor... you had taken your own life... I am infinitely sorry for not understanding how you felt and for not understanding your feelings... today, I understand them... much too late.

I should have understood all this much earlier... I should have protected you... I should have reacted to your pain, your depression, and... this desire that took your life...
I am so sorry... I will carry this regret with me for the rest of my life. if I had reacted, you would still be with us...

I hope that if there is life up there, you are happy and accepted for the beautiful person you were...
No more judgments, nothing... just happiness.

No explanation, no words... you flew away... so in my head, there are endless discussions about the things you could have told me before that fateful day.

The day before, we had an argument... you left thinking that I hated you...
So if you can see me from up there... I hope you are one of my guardian angels.

You will always be in my memory, forever.
I will never forget you, your time on earth will always have meaning in my eyes.
I know how much you loved Lucy and Nyssa, I added them :')

Thank you for everything.
Mari

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I wanted to thank them so much for everything they've done for me.
They've always been there... and made me a better person today.
You'll find lots of “easter eggs,” you know how I am, so press pause.


Babe: Thank you for loving me unconditionally. Thank you for making me happy and making me feel loved every day of my life. I love you with all my heart. (A longer message in French will be sent via DM).

Lori: This message is to thank you because I never really did... You saw me in a state that no one else saw, a state that almost cost me my life too. Thank you for being there, thank you for picking me up, thank you, I owe you my life. Without you... I don't even know if I would be here writing any message at all... Thank you for everything you've done for me, thank you Lori. I love you very much. ‪@rvbbiexd‬

Jane: My sweetheart... it's so wonderful to have you in my life, seriously... thank you for all the support you give me, thank you for your kindness every day, for being the beautiful person you are, and for being part of my life in the most wonderful way. I love you so much. ‪@mitsukaii‬

Mél: Sis, thank you for always being that shoulder I could lean on without fear, thank you for being my daily support. Thank you for being you, ilysm.

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❀ 𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐠: reason for love - david dodges
❀ 𝐦𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐚: fairy tail, lycoris recoil, shikimori's not just a cutie, darling in the franxx & arrow
❀ 𝐬𝐨𝐟𝐭𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐞: after effects

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