The 90's Anime Uno Video Game

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Ok so its been like five or six months right? I wrote this script back in November and rewrote it a couple times since and didn't actually do anything with it until now. I've had three other videos now that I've finished 70 percent of before just totally scrapping. Honestly, I came pretty close to scrapping this too. I think its a good video, sure. But when you poor so much time into something and it still feels so...amateur? It sucks. Like why is this video only 13 minutes? I feel like I recorded hours of dialogue and footage. And despite all the editing garbage I did it still looks..like this. Again, I'm not saying its the worst thing in the world, I'm just consistently frustrated that the ideas in my head never represent the final work. Despite at least 20 hours of straight editing. Honestly, the only thing that got me to start working again was my patreon, Jackson R. Wait hear me out. Its not really about the money. I mean, I'm broke, it helps. But seeing that someone is actually getting something out of the stuff I make means a lot. The fact that you, if anybody is reading this, might be getting something out of my videos means a lot. I'm not happy with the stuff I make but I'm glad somebody is. Its also frustrating because people don't really talk about this. How hard this stuff is. Man, I'm drained. But the fact that I've finished it, thats enough. I want to tweak a bunch of stuff, fix tons of little things, but I just need to walk away from it at some point. And all this for a 12 minute video about an anime Uno game. See you next time.