WRTHLSS - Wish

Track 5 from my upcoming album "WORTHLESS"
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LYRICS:
Suffocating from random anxieties
Trapped in the coffin of concrete and flesh.
Drown under colourless sky in insanity
Later dissolved into piles of thrash.

Was never needed here
and never will be. Fear
them, they'll never be sincere,
But I see right through them

Annoying piece of shit
So naive I want to spit
laughing stock, he'll never fit
Better'd be without him

***

Our ash will be used as deicing reagent
So boots can walk over us steady and firm.
It's hard to resist reoccuring temptation
to fade into nothing and never return.

My voice is silent, even
Despite the fact I'm screaming
Pretending like they hear me
But I see right through them

an antithesis of success
mark minimum, he'll give you less
both not enough and an excess
he's gonna only slow us
down

***
I'm
so
scared
of the world that surrounds me, the pain I can't
To-
le-
rate
anymore, overflowed, let the torrent de-
cide
my
fate
since I can't comprehend my own plight, 'cause I'm
Lacking both dreams and desires, although if were granted one what would I wish?

***
I wish - I were - not here - I wish
I were - Not here - I wish - I were
Not here - I wish - I were - Not here
Oh how I wish

I broke my own world into pieces
broke my own world into pieces
broke my own world into pieces
broke my own world into pieces

***

Pick me!
Tear off my mask, reveal me
there's nothing underneath it
a blankslate, "Write your meaning"
get disappointed quickly,
the by tommorow evening
forget my name completely
It hurts but i see through them,
and they all are telling truth

***
I wish I were not here
Oh how I fucking wish
I wish I were not here
Oh how I fucking wish