✘ Heavy On You

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*:･ﾟ✧ "It's always about how you feel, isn't it?"

Hello!! I am finally back with a new video.. After like 3 months. Yeah I know. Life got in the way. I can't say I'm super proud of this, cuz I got really annoyed with this project because of how indescribably slow it was. So yeah, I wanted to do way more with this but the nerves ran thin. Not to mention I started hating the topic of this video a while ago. So about that.....

This might turn out to be a long description so unless you are close to me or you just feel like reading it, maybe skip this part. Basically I wanna just mention how the process of this video went in my head, cuz I gotta let it out and I don't want this video to be out there with the wrong meaning to it. This project started out as a bit of a venting thing for me personally feeling sorry for myself or whatever the fuck. Then it turned into something else, more of like a rage project about relationships and how people can be too self-observant in one. And then recently I've completely changed my outlook on things which made me hate the fact that I even started this project with that idea in mind. My mom taught me an important lesson that usually things that bother us in other people are actually things that bother us about ourselves. So while I thought that my feelings were being neglected I can admit I was undoubtedly wrong and that I should have paid more attention to other people's feelings, whatever the relationship is. I have been too selfish and inconsiderate towards some people and I guess this is my way of saying I am sorry. I hope I get a chance to make up for it. I am still learning, working on myself and trying to be better. So I guess in a way, this video became a vent to me about me.

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*:･ﾟ✧ INFO
song: look up the title
coloring: mine [Viridian]
program: svp13

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