| pretender

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well hi again
i don't know how many of you watched that quick horrendous preview i posted on here the other day but anyway this video up here is going to stay. i had such a hard time recently regarding my youtube-editing thing and well, honestly i never thought i'd seriously think about quitting my channel until i'd be 30 years old or smth but i focused so much on my studies and the 'real world editing' thing and i felt like there wasn't that much left for me here. and the main problem i had with any kind of attempt at making videos my 'usual way' recently is the fact that i very stupidly broke my hard disk, so basically i had no movies nor fandoms to edit, and when i finally managed to download something i had no idea what i should vid or which song to use and you know the same old editor's shit. i felt like i had to kind of start over from scratch
i don't know if i'm going to upload as ofter as i used to, but i'm very happy i managed to make this little something today. i quite like it tbh, nothing too serious nor too special but i do like what i did here, i felt very inspired and.. trust me when i tell you that when i find out i made 20 seconds i was so glad i almost cried 'cause this channel, video editing in general always meant so much to me so yeah, it felt very good

sorry for some awful manips but i hope you get the point
I HAD TO WAIT FOR MY TYRELLIOT TRASH TO BE CAPABLE OF EDITING AGAIN. MAYBE IT WAS THEM. THANK YOU SAM. and well.. you should probably stop reading fanfics
(actually no, you don't)

i don't think there's really something to explain here but for those of you who don't get it:
elliot is the sweet mess we all know and love an tyrell is the psycho fucked up business man your mommy warned you 'bout, the only exception is that tyrell does not exist but in elliot's head

thanks for watching

and thanks to elza (spulgaciite) for making me find out about this song and a special shout out to dorina (helterskelter) and her amazing fem!elliotxtyrell video, trust me it is mindblowing

song:    • Black Marble - Pretender  
dorina's video:    • fem!Elliot & Tyrell [Pretender]  

also if your name is hanna and you're the queen of tyrelliot trash i just wanted to tell you that this little something is for you, and that i really miss you and i've been trying to contact you but.. well i lost my password on skype and stuff so yeah, appreciate my effort to communicate with you through a visual tyrelliot secret language