living alone diaries: for the girl who stopped dreaming of romantic love

hi, it's been so sobering as a navigate not only de-centering men in my life, but romance as a whole. These days I dream of a life where I get butterflies from my girlfriends who help remind me of my greatness, who show up for me and support me when I’m overwhelmed with sadness and simply want a hug.

It’s so beautiful to have an emotionally sacred and depth relationship with a man, but I haven’t gotten to the point yet where I don’t know how to not get so enthralled and wrapped up within that. So, I'm working through that daily, doing the best I can. Honestly, that's all we can do.

anyways, i hope your week is going amazing! take care all ways, always. enjoy! xo ❣️

(make sure you watch in 4k, the quality is top tier 🤩)

links to some of my favs mentioned:

HOME DECOR 🤎
Nordic Knots Rug: https://go.shopmy.us/p-14705219
Living Room Decor: https://liketk.it/58P5b
Crate & Barrel Glass Cups: https://rstyle.me/+Zj_KqyJOR6nng72f7Q...
CB2 Dinner Plates: https://go.shopmy.us/p-16274763
Caraway Cream Pot Set: https://www.shopltk.com/explore/amani...
Forest Green Lulu and Georgia Bar Stools: https://rstyle.me/+x1kFZknbvrK_AEHG4g...
CB2 Lola Concrete Dining Table: https://go.shopmy.us/p-13497161
Lulu and Georgia Ripple Dining Chairs: https://go.shopmy.us/p-14330257
LG Cordless Vacuum: https://liketk.it/4B6kI
Pottery Barn Cayman Island Kitchen Island: https://liketk.it/57caD
65" Frame Tv & Bezel: https://liketk.it/58wu9
Hernest Wall Mounted Console: https://liketk.it/58wu9
Castlery Couch: https://liketk.it/58wu9
Marble Coffee Table: https://rstyle.me/+OhAC7EXDEDLRdnIVUA...

OUTFITS 🤎:
Yellow Hanifa Knit Top & Pants: https://shopmy.us/collections/1426989
Fumi The Label Brown Fur Cuff Maxi Dress: https://go.shopmy.us/p-16276248
Amazon Tony Bianco Heels Dupes: https://go.shopmy.us/p-16276280
Juicy Couture Sweatsuit: https://shopmy.us/collections/1422721
Cleo Sol Concert Outfit: https://shopmy.us/collections/1443393
Yellow Printfresh Robe:https://liketk.it/58imx
Pink & Green Printfresh Robe: https://liketk.it/58inc
Grey Aritzia Only Coat: https://liketk.it/4VhWE
Oner Active Alpine Green Set: https://liketk.it/5383g
Oner Active Raw Lounge Dark Khaki Set: https://liketk.it/59LHa
Oner Active Raw Lounge Coal Set: https://liketk.it/5aKUT


HEALTH & WELLNESS 🤎:
Daily Vitamins: https://shopmy.us/collections/726289
Womb Detox Tonic: https://go.shopmy.us/p-6926062
Vitamins I take for hair health: https://www.shopltk.com/explore/amani...
Gut-Loving Smoothie Recipe: https://shopmy.us/collections/884719
Vitamix Blender: https://amzn.to/3EqSz22
Tea Kettle (similar option): https://amzn.to/42oIlHm

BEAUTY 🤎:
Makeup Essentials: https://www.shopltk.com/explore/amani...
Silk Press Essentials: https://liketk.it/4Diw5
Harlem Perfume 'Langston' Fragrance: https://go.shopmy.us/p-14887406
Commodity Gold Fragrance: https://go.shopmy.us/p-14887425
Lust Hair Collections By V Cambodian Wavy 22" Clip-Ins: https://go.shopmy.us/p-13955693
💇🏾‍♀️ NYC Hairstylist:   / theenirvana  
BUNDLES FOR MY SEW-IN ♥️: https://go.shopmy.us/p-15328534
*Use code: AMANI20 for 20% off your order!
*I use three bundles of the Nirvana Raw Curly 22"

🫧🌞 Current Morning Skin Care Routine & Products: https://liketk.it/59Xcb
🫧🌜 Current Evening Skin Care Routine & Products: https://liketk.it/59Xdy

Apple Airpods Max: https://liketk.it/537Ka
Sonix Tortoise Airpods Max Covers: https://liketk.it/537Ka

🤓 Warby Parker Glasses Collection 🤓: https://shopmy.us/amanirakeia/glasses

🍵 Matcha Essentials 🍵: https://www.shopltk.com/explore/amani...


✨Shop my Amazon Storefront: https://www.amazon.com/shop/amanirake...
✨Shop my LTK Shop: https://www.shopltk.com/explore/amani...
✨Shop my ShopMy Shop: https://shopmy.us/amanirakeia

Btw, this video is NOT sponsored, all opinions are my own.

let's connect on social ✨:
instagram:   / amanirakeia  
tiktok:   / amanirakeia  
enjoy my life moodboard on pinterest:   / amanirakeia  

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vlog camera: Sony A7C (https://liketk.it/4Mq1Z) & Sony FX3 (https://liketk.it/4RWze)
mic: https://liketk.it/4ZULi
editing software: Final Cut Pro X
music selections: Soundcloud & Epidemic Sounds

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