warning sign (lee/kara)

720p + headphones.

"I loved a woman... beautiful, beautiful woman but so serious: this frowning face trapped in the middle of a daisy. She had a way of walking, processional, as if she were on her way to her own execution. We had ten years then it fell apart under its own weight. I thought if I could get over her, I could get over anything... I could endure, conquer, be a man, stand up to any and all kind of punishment. And that.. that is when I finally realized how much I loved her. If I needed all that strenght, what was the point? I needed to be with her."

(you know your otp is an OTP when even the quotes which aren't technically about them ARE about them - 100%. Thanks Lampkin)

I don't know what to do with myself anymore. this ship stole my soul/my heart/my life. I cannot listen to music like I used to because literally every song reminds me of them. I know I should be sorry for the spam but actually I am not, every time I vid them I feel like I'm not close enough to done exploring every aspect of their relationship (it's been awhile since a pairing this complex has been in my life) and this song is so much them I really couldn't help myself.

I think this song is about looking for a warning sign as if you realize you are so into a certain situation/relationship/whatever that is that scares the crap out of you/are not ready to fully deal with because it could shatter your own world into thousands of tiny little pieces and your heart into even more so you try and run away from it to protect yourself ("at all costs"). You struggle. Survival instinct kicks in, make your choice, don't look back. But then you do look back and the only truth is standing right in front of you which is "I miss you" - I need you, I love you - and you're suddenly tired of running away - because it's pointless - and try and go back to the start. Sometimes, happy endings happen. Sometimes, it's not too late. Some other times, the person you love vanishes into thin air and that's it. Memories, the marks she/he left you on your skin, your heart, your life is all you've got left but that hole in your chest is better than nothing because that is what makes the difference... that person made the difference. obviously, this is just my take about this song, probably way too biased by something I've been through lately. Anyway, this just sort of happened and it probably would've been better if it didn't (lol).

probably my last video for awhile. as usual I own absolutely nothing except the editing/coloring, my tears and CM's lyrical genius (lmao i wish)