Ah

I'm sorry if the music I've been making has been dismal.

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Music/Lyrics/Mix/Master/Video ~ 0TS
Illust ~ Olaylien (‪@olaylien‬)
Vocals ~ Aadchi Rei, Urchin
ADACHI REI EN ARPAsing voice referencing ~ Wormwood

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“A spoiled child feels the
curdling of the human mind”

Acrimonious pleas
of a smile unworthy
to grace this face
have been extinguished

My world is decomposing
I’m no more while alone
than “useless”

My blood will stain your fingers
reaching into a
chest so airless

You will walk this path without me
though you’ve taken what’s good
from my body

Withering is the skin on the outside
I’m conflating joy and pain

I don’t think I’m gonna make it out
With an ardent voice I scream it loud
I don’t understand what more you want
There is blood in my lungs

I just can’t get enough
of failure
Won’t you just feel bad for me?
I don’t wanna live like this anymore

I don’t think I’m gonna make it out
With a timid voice I make no sound
I don’t know how to get you to love me, ah
I don't know what you want

I just can’t get enough
of failure
Hanging on by a rose’s thorn
I don’t wanna feel this pain anymore

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