Funny Girl - BlairxMusic

Yeah, I know I’m not your type
I look around and see the girls you like
You tell me, “stop overthinking”
Say you’re still here, “stop self-sabotaging”
But I know what you see
Someone else that could’ve been
The real thing…
And I’m not like them

She’s a pretty girl, she looks the part
The type you’d bring back home to mom
But I’m not like her
No, I’ve been through all my cycles
Laugh it off behind a fake smile

But I’m a funny girl
A funny girl
I laugh it off until it hurts
Yeah, I’m a funny girl
A funny girl
Try to cover the pain with jokes and words

I play it cool, I play along
You don’t hear the things I hide inside my songs
You say I’m special, say I’m different
But you don’t see the cracks, you only see the imprint
And maybe that’s on me
Pretending that I’m fine
When I’m breaking underneath…

She’s a pretty girl, she fits the mold
A picture-perfect story you’ve been told
But I’m not like her
I’ve got edges, I’ve got issues
I’ve got jokes to hide my tissues

’Cause I’m a funny girl
A funny girl
I laugh it off until it hurts
Yeah, I’m a funny girl
A funny girl
Trying to prove I’m worth more than the worst

Maybe someday you’ll look at me
And finally see past the comedy
Maybe someday I’ll stop pretending
And let somebody love the real me

But ’til then I’m a funny girl
A funny girl
Hiding heartbreak under humor
Still a funny girl
A funny girl
Wishing someone saw right through her