fly.

#justakid

lyrics

i used to be sad
but now i don’t cry
i used to want love
but now i just want to lie in bed
i used to be fun
now i don’t go anywhere
ask me how i’m doing
i’ll stand and stare at my shoes

i’m gonna live forever

i wanna fly
where they can’t see me
desocialize
until i’m free
until i’m free

i listen to music
to block out the noise
i don’t really know
how to talk to boys
i like to be quiet
cuz i say the wrong shit all the time
and i can’t really remember
the last time i felt alive

it won’t be this way forever

i’m gonna fly
where they can’t see me
desocialize
until i’m free
until i’m free

i say i’m gonna live forever but truth be told
i don’t think i’m gettting better at getting old
grappling with everything i used to think was a joke
every elementary school teacher said i was so ma-

ture i wanna fly
where they can’t see me
desocialize
until i’m free
until i’m free

i feel myself growing up
into a kid again
i feel myself growing up
into a kid again
i’m just a kid